The Happiest Day of my Life

 Mama, Tell Me A Story...


It was June 12th, 2021! The greatest, happiest day of my life; the day that I married my best friend. I am a firm believer in that friendship and mutual respect and trust must go hand in hand when two people get married. My, then fiancee, now husband maybe me a playlist of love songs to listen to while I was getting ready the morning of our wedding. And he succeeded in his task of making everyone in the room tear up with every new song that played, but he also succeeded in making me fall in love with him all over again. 

The most important song to my husband and I would be the song that we had our first dance to at our wedding reception: Fall by Clay Walker. It symbolizes our relationship in more ways than one because he lets me fall apart knowing that he will always be there at the bottom to catch me. 

September 14th,2022

I was approaching my 30th birthday and feeling anxious about turning 30. I was feeling like I was falling behind in the kid department, like I should have at least two kids by now. I was feeling disappointed and angry with myself that I did not have any kids yet. 

Then I realized that my family began on June 12th, 2021. My husband is the start of my new family, and that happened before my 30th birthday. 

September 15th, 2022

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! 

BRING IT ON 30!!!!!!

So, I have made it through my 20's in one piece and now I am beginning a new decade...as a wife. I truly have a lot to be thankful for and I will be a mother when the time is right, I am in no rush. It is time to see what being 30 is all about. 

I had to work on my birthday, but I still got celebrate this important milestone with my husband and my family. I am feeling okay about turning 30 because this is my journey and it does not have to look like anyone else's. Cheers to the next chapter of my (our) lives! 

The whole time I was celebrating with my family I was not having a cocktail, and I just prayed that no one was getting suspicious about why I was not having a drink on my birthday. I don't know for sure yet, but I could be pregnant; I just have to wait one more week before I can take a pregnancy test. 

On a scale of 1-10, I am a solid 30. 

October 27th, 2022

BE MORE POSITIVE! I am pregnant. I am nauseous, my boobs are tender, and I am exhausted. I feel like I worked a 12-hour shift before my shift even started. I feel good about this time. I don't know how to explain it, but I am feeling like this is the one; this is the baby that my husband and I are meant to have. I am going to be mom and I am feeling a little anxious about it because I truly don't know if I am ready for it. But I can get through anything with my husband by my side. I am still terrified. 


"I AM MADE NEW." 

(2 Cor. 5:17)

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